Easter Long tired AND jesus came alive

me after a long day a lOOONG week and yes i have the most awsome super cool Pjs from last winter My Owls xxxxx I know im JUST SOO SUPER naturally super model material I can sooo pull of the owls hahahahah This is to show i am HUman hahahaha NIGHT ALL have an amazing easter Bunny has been and left Kids coloring sheets stickers easter decorate masks and bannana chips in plastic eggs lil fluffy chickens and 1 lactose free dairy free sweet williams Lil bunny choc BEACAUSE EASTER does not need to be about filling children with nasty sugars and chemicals additives and preservatives The whole CHOColate Over endulge was created BUY Big companies to get more and more money out of you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx take care and have a super safe and happy happy easter everyone xxxxx Tomorow is the day jesus came alive again as quoted By my amazing clever specail Lil 4 year old man xxxxxxxxx so with that i must have faith we will over come all thrown our way and be stronger and do more greatness

(This is OUr world Alone tired emotionally wrecked )

WHAT its only 10;30 sobs it feels like late afternoon Taiy is all over the place today we went early to shops before it got busy to get a few things needed for tomorows lunch but she started freaking out and that just set her off on a spiral :( xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx that and her routine has been broken with school holidays deep breaths i have loads of cooking and cleaning and hubby working all holidays im praying we get respite help before next school holidays AS i REALLY REALLY AM NOT COPING I try to hold things together But i am NOT super woman like i pretend living with children with special needs is mentally, phyisacly ,emotionally draining AND for thos who are always behind mt back SAYING she is NOT THAT bad and does NOT have a disability YOU dont see her UN medicated Or behind closed doors .. YES she can ct and be normal but only for small amouts of time Holding her self in causes her and us more issues behind closed doors Only very few see her and still love her for HER ... MY day is spent going around on a rollercoaster so before you judge me stop and think about that your children and there LIL meltdowns are nothing to the ones we get chuncks ourta walls broken furniture bruises from protecting them from hurting them selves xxx Got that off my chest i feel a tad less tearfull YES I LOVE MY CHILDREN YES THERE ARE PEOPLE THAT CANT HAVE CHILDREN AND i am lucky to have them BUT when they are special It is emotional xxxxxxxxxx